It is finally here and I am relieved.
No, I am anxious and nervous.
Well, all month of October, I was gearing up for this day with high expectations of sharing that I am absolutely writing a novel! That feels like huge news! Now that the day is actually here I am thinking, what if I tell everyone I am writing a novel then half way into November something horrible happens and I don’t actually write a novel.
The worse thing that can happen to me now is that I give up on myself. What I want to gain from this month of writing more than anything else is the discipline to write. If I write everyday then it is working. It does not matter what I am writing, it matters that I am writing. That excites me! I can do that!
Today, I wrote 2,107 words. That also excites me!
